Dun screw it up on my sat n sun. I nid to get refeshment. Sibei sian. Singapore lai lai qi qi is not orchard n no place can go. Short trip to msia n batam also not safe plus no pple want to go. Go sentosa n pulau ubin also sian. Now no body dare not nude. Go pulau ubin muz wake up early.

Eat dis eat tht also nth to eat. Food court, fast food got alot but all sell the same ting. Import from US japan any country de fast food also burger.

Play no nid to say. Pool i dun feel like playing now, lame game si bei lame, sing song no kakis, watch moive no nice shw

Chill also no nid to say. I go kopitaim still can put leg on e chair n shake n eat india rojak. But no pple like no style no pple want to do it wif me. MOre sian.

Think and think still and cannot tink of what i want to do. Surely i will give some to my mother n my mother side relative money for raising me up. Surely i will also buy car n luxury house. But the problem is now i lost n dunno what i want e money for?

I think i shuld ask friends what they will do n i will modify abit. But thinking tht if u got so muz money, llife will surely become bland. U got no mood to strike for any thing tht money can buy. Economic thoery. U onli some peace of mind. Enjoy life like pple in UK like wif the system. I no job, government gives.

Maybe is a good thing not to haf thing u want now so that u cn work hard for it n will cherish it. If thing is too easily done u won feel fulfill.

But how come i saw smart pple tht attain high position come from wealthy family. Or Smart <-> Rich <-> pretty is interlinked?

So why i feel so sorrow. I shuld be happy by right. Can slp late late n do whatever ting i want before school open. So y?

Thing is i will b soon to join the non working club aka jobless. No more income and staying at home doing nth n think negatively. No more  fixed thing  to do n wadsoever. So sian. Now i realli think tht a mere pay of 800 s worth better than nth

Second thing mite be tht i will miz the pple there. I can say tht dis job is the most happi temp job i ever work for. No pple will come to interfear you or bother what u doing as long as u dun do it to an extreme. I still rmb tht a staff told me is her fault not to tell me dis thing muz not do. i also rmb they alwae offer me tidbits. i also rmb they treat me alot alot of thing. Like some1 promotion or leaving . I rmb they help me out when i not too sure abt it. They r friendly n chatty n not arrogant.

Recently read a news article in eng paper. An A* scholar went to drive cab  after being terminated n wad so ever. Dis make me wonder  Pple use to told me tht wif good cert n experience u got more oppunities to get a job u desire. Nowsaday i think most of them haf a cert and it juz take a few to gain experience depend on individual.

Dis realli make me frighten. i  thiink i need to change my behavious to dis changing society. Change nt be a spendthrift anymore. Buy what i nid n not want. I cannot gurantee i won’t be the nxt to be retrench.  Change to stay in healthy lifestyle. i dun wish to bill a large sum of med bill. Change to listen n learning person. Think dis is the change i nid now